ThRu.My.EyEs

LOVE is a partnership of two unique people who bring out d very best in each other, and who know that even though they are wonderful as individuals, they are even better together..

dan bahagia yang sempurna adalah ketika kita mendapatkan apa yg kita inginkan tanpa menyakiti perasaan orang lain..

So, do you see happiness when you look at me? (>.<)

"When you want something you will try very hard to get it.. But when you finally got it, it seem like you not interest with it anymore.."

People always forget to appreciate for what they have.. until they lose it.. but only for some people.. some dont even care.. 

at 800am.. baby wee kna langgar dr belakang.. sume org kot rushing nk ke destinasi msg2.. sbr laaa!! xmenyempat2 kluar simpang.. pastu boleh buat xtau je..!! ak berenti tepi, ko boleh blah cmtu aje??! tukang lggr tu nmpk mcm foreigner. mmg rude btul!! my mom said xde pape.. but when i checked, sensor terkeluar dr soket kot. and calar la kt dat spot. arghhhhhhhhhhhhh!! bikin gua panas btuiiii!!

Hurting someone can be as easy as throwing a stone in the sea..
But do you have any idea how deep that stone can go?

adoyy.. exhausted. sleepy. but i cant sleep!! (-.-!) esk sure ngantukkk tahap dewa ke 19.. luckily bos is not around.. feuhh~ ni penangan tdoq byk sgt la ni.. weekend yg sgt xproductive. plan nk pegi hiking kononnye. dlm mimpi je la. ptg td siap mimpi mistik.. ending like a muvie.. last words i remember.. "walau apapon terjadi.. pls let's be together.." kata seorg ibu kepada anak2nye.. n i have been there too! im d one of her children? (o.O!) hahahadoyy.. kisahnye umah tu berhantu.. ni kes bace cter villa nabila n umah berhantu kt oversea dlm paper arini la ni.. smpi terbwk dlm mimpi. cis! 

i hope is not like what i think.. may everything will be juz fine..

it's really sad.. i dont know why im crying a lot.. after knew dis and dat.. might be im afraid if the things happen to me in future.. Eventhou im not in your shoe but i feel you. i can feel how pain you have to going through dis.. maybe coz He grant me d soft feeling so dat y i can feel d pain, sorrow, down from what has been told.. but i know u're stronger.

i do believe people change.. everyone have good and bad side. Dia menciptakan dunie ni dgn sebaik2nya.. Dia xkan menciptakan sesuatu yg sia2. Dia yg memegang hati manusia.. Silap manusia itu sndiri yg xkembali padaNya di saat susah mahupun senang..

i dont know what to do.. i juz can only pray the best for everyone dat i care and love.. Dia saje yg ade jawapan nye.. kenapa begitu dan begini..

well, i believe.. everyone is struggling in their own way.. as muslim.. we do and have to believe in Allah.. keep calm and make doa. face the problem wif Islam way..

i also have no idea what my future life gonna be soon.  im juz pray the best for myself and hope He makes my life easy to live.. 

erm.. the day has come.. (should i cry more?) i have no word to say and have no idea to do anymore. i'd tried to make everything going smooth and believe everything gonna b okay soon, but im wrong. im not good enuff to handle d situation. my prediction is not happen. my dear heart.. i know you're not bend anymore.. pls b strong. juz b strong.

hard to get, difficulty in maintaining.. a willingness to be selfless, to compromises and to make sacrifices.

HIDUP
adalah satu perjalanan yang panjang..
Hujungnya sejauh pandangan mata..
Adakala laluanya makin payah..
Sedangkan kaki kita mula lelah..
Dan langkah kita makin lemah..
Hanya hati yang sarat dengan keyakinan
terhadap janji dan rahmat Allah sahaja
yang akan kekal kuat dan tidak pernah merasa sendiri.

yes, im a sentimental person.. juz there is no one doesnt feel juz like what i feel it at d moment. someday, somehow.. there must be the one will appreciate my sentimental value.

Happy pre convocation adek!! ;)  i cant wait for d real one!! Our late dad will be proud of you! 
We know you'll rockin' d world someday. insyaAllah.. :') deeply from my heart, im feel lucky to b ur sister. hahahahaa. oh well. i know you understand me sumhow.. but you didnt know how to show d way you shud. :p

yesterday and today is my twin lil bros birthday! 

17th Nov and 18th Nov 1988. Lahir tgh mlm..lewat beberapa minit, tu yg dpt tarikh berlainan..

Al fatihah buat adek2 ku, Muhammad Yasir Bin Mazlan Zulkifli dan Muhammad Yusri Bin Mazlan Zulkifli.. Hope dh berjumpa ayah di sana.. Al fatihah buat arwah ayah yg dirindui.. i miss you so much ayah! :')

oh bulan..
enggan melayan diriku lagi..
pabila..
air mata membasahi pipi..
dan lagu lagu di radio
seolah olah memerli aku..
(-.-)

a part of the reason why we hold on to something so tight is because we fear something so great won't happen twice. 
but.. what if that something leave us without our consent and we cant do nothing for dat..? 

how sad.. when it's happens.. there is no word to describe d feeling..

and nothing can make we smile again unless we feel happy as that something feel at d moment..

Happy Birthday lil bro! my one and only.. May Allah bless you and give you more and more mercy, peace and love.

Not spending enough time with your family due to work? That seems to be a reality here in Malaysia. A jobstreet.com survey revealed that over 60% of Malaysians have not been able to spend enough time with their family due to long working hours while 70% of Malaysians work an extra 2 to 5 hours beyond their stipulated working hours.

Antara desakan hidup, keperluan dan tanggungjawab.. same2 penting.. blum lg cerite hak kite kpd Allah sebagai khalifah yg blum tertunai.. 

bahagianya melihat org bahagia.. dan lebih bahagia jika diri ini sendiri berasa bahagia..

hari bersilih ganti. tahun bersilih tahun.. bermcm2 cerita. bermcm2 peristiwa. kebyakkan nya duka yg menjelma.. ak cuba menjadi kuat. ak cuba menjadi tabah. dan cuba berasa bahagia dgn dugaan yg menimpa.. tp.. ak masih x menikmati bahagia sebenar.. ya.. ak pernah rs bahagia.. seseorang hadir dlm hidupku dan dia sgt membahagiakn hari2ku.. bahagia itu ada.. tapi xkekal lama.. di mana silapnya? adakah membahagiakan ku satu kesilapan? ak buntu. ak xckup baikkah sehingga xdpt merasai erti kehidupan yang bahagia di dunia ini?

rasa sedeyh, kecewa, down, gloomy begitu membebankan jiwa ini.. ak cuba menjadi kuat. melawan rasa2 ini.. tp kadangkala tumpah juga air mata. xtertahan2 lagi.. ak xckup kuat Ya Allah.. ak xckup tabah Ya Allah.. ak lemah. ak xberdaya menghadapi ujian2 ni..

bahagia.. ak harap ak akan rs bahagia itu.. x lama lagi..

hm.. dh dpt task for next event.. kate ak xde capability as a leader to handle.. tp bg jugak kt cheq. (-.-!) hadap je la.. harapan tetap same mcm yg sebelum2nye.. hope it will be success! its hard to entertain all staffs. sure ade xkena.. mase la..tmpt la.. participant la.. (-.-)

Ya Allah.. doaku utk ke sekian kalinye.. permudahkanlah urusan kami untuk projek kali ini.. semoga diperkenankan..

d boss said, there are a lot of implementation start from Nov n insyaAllah will be firm operate in 2014. sure, there are a lots of issue will be up. get ready guys. bos dh kluarkan taring. xtau la ape yg menganggu die smpi nk buat mcm ni. sure its hard to certain people. n xmustahil will bring problem to people yg jarang timbulkn masalah.. adakah karier ku di sini bakal berakhir?

oh.. today, ramai giler staff baru msuk keje.. xsempat pulak nk berkenalan.. im really feel not well. bkn sombong yer adik2. next week insyaAllah ill be in dgn perasaan yg ceria. have to build my feel. hope these 2 days will cheer me up.

Mendengar irama dan menghayati bait-bait liriknya ..
Mungkin akan membuat 1000 jiwa tersentuh ..
Kita mempunyai kisah hati kita yg tersendiri ..
Cara kita menghayati juga berbeza ..
Tetapi yang pasti ..
Lagu mengingatkn kita kepada insan yg berada dihati kita ..
Mengembalikn memori kita kepada insan yg pernah menghiasi hari2 kita ..
Dan , menghadirkan rasa rindu kepada insan yg pergi meninggalkan kita ..