ThRu.My.EyEs

what a chaos day.. dr pagi struggle to do dis and dat.. smpi nk take 5 pon xsmpt.. haihh~
but actually i love to have no time like dis.. coz it's makes me have no time to think on d 'thing' dat cant fade away from my mind since past few months ago..

am i a 'problem solver diplomat' here? (-.-) but thanx for d trust given. liaise and entertain d needs of d trio of company owners wif different tasks, really challenging me.. Mr T want dis.. Mr S want dat.. Mr I want dis n dat .. all of them want their needs at d same time! *vomit* but yeahh.. i can manage well, i guess. and again.. thanx for d trust sirs. eventhou im feel so exhausted. kalo tgn ni mcm sotong, all 8 tentacles dh digunakan sepenuhnye dh rasenyer.. (>_<) 

and.. and not to forget, congratz Project Dept Team, for d new project awarded to our company. alhamdulillah. at last, after 3years! so, pls give me some credit (intensive $_$) coz i'd helped you guys on d tendering process n till now *dis morning issue* im still helping you guys to endorse d contract.. hihii

my 2013 working day end up at 7.30pm. *fuhh* Mr I told me, he was really impressed coz at my floor, all of us still sitting on our workplace and worked diligently even office hour has passed 1 hour ago! . 

oh well said.. 

Dear boss, kindly consider our increment and u-know-what on 2014. we're hardly proving dat we're good enuff to give more to d company if you give more earning n goods to us.. hihii~ 

anddd when i reached at home.. ingatkan ank sapa la mai umah.. rupa-rupanya.. what a surprise.!

if you're still alive.. you're turn to 61 today.. hope you're juz fine there.. 
and if you're here.. at dis moment.. i wanna hug you and tell you how bad im feel rite now.. my life isnt goes well, ayah.. :'( imy.

How Do You Know When You Love Someone? That is not the question to ask. 
The question is: Do you choose to love this person or not?

http://www.mindbodygreen.com/0-5379/How-Do-You-Know-When-You-Love-Someone.html

Ironic, isn’t it? How people tell you that they’re “so sorry” and yet their actions always seem to prove otherwise.

i'd been told that, sorry is a taboo.. meaning that 'maaf' dh xde nilai dh masa kini.. but it is juz for certain ungrateful people who are not appreciated the meaning of LIFE. For me it is still have its own value. 

boleh sy tuju lagu..? 

 Sorry seems to be the hardest word by Blue feat Elton John.. :p

oh.. i miss these moment.. *uitm shah alam 2008*

how i wish i can play d guitar.. (^^,)

Life isn't easy. But take a moment to just stop, look around & breathe it all in- you'll appreciate all the little things worth living for... 

HEART.. something that delicate than rose petals. More fragile than crystal.
May the controller of all hearts mend yours and mine.

Lets dance in d rain..shall we?

2013 is near to the end..

cepat btul mase berlalu.. well, my past supplication not going so well i guess. 2013 is not really be nice wif me. what so ever, im grateful.. coz until today, im still have a mom, sister, lil bro, and childrens.. and d best part is, i have people surrounding me who(s) will always there for me when im drowning to nowhere.. i cant force people to stay in my life.. staying is a choice.. im thankful for people who choose me.. n wanna b a part of my life.. thank you.

i cheated on my fears..
broke up wif my doubts..
got engaged to my faith..
and now im marrying my dreams..

exhausted n sleepy but still cant sleep at dis time. think too much i guess?

Q : What do you want to be when you grow up?
It was so easy to answer this question back then than now.

Sometimes we need to..
stop analyzing d past..
stop planning d future..
stop figuring out precisely how we feel..
stop deciding exactly what we want..
and juz see what happens.. 

"juz be nice to others even they dont. dont b too calculative and less complaint.. bila kite jage org lain, tuhan akan jage same kite.. jgn fikir people akan balas jasa kite.. but percaye tuhan will do.. put trust in God in whatever you do.. be sincere" -SN

lovely reminder indeed.

im tend to find a way to escape but.. im lost. is like im stuck in nowhere.. feel like all burden is cast on me.. sometimes im feelin' like dying where i have boarded a plane without a pilot.