ThRu.My.EyEs

Everybody knows how to love, but few people know how to stay in love forever with one person.
It's always nice to have someone in your life who can make you smile even when they're not around..

# hallo.. 'few' people.. where are you?

Mr. S: Me..*silent for a while* alamakk.. sy terlupe plak nk ckp ape dgn u td..
Me    : Ape die boss? psl ur schedule lg? or pending works? hihi
Mr. S: Haih.. really xingat.. haa..xpela.. 
Me    : Ok boss.. nnt dh ingat tell me ya.. by d way, dh bc kn email sy td.. jgn lupe yer, ptg ni ade HQ dinner. 
Mr S: *he smile* haihh.. u ni.. pndai haa.. pttla smlm beriya tnye schedule i. *grinface*
Me   : eh.. mmg keje i kn boss, tnye ur schedule.. hahaha. bos, why u keep smiling ni? im juz arrange our office dinner as usually.. :p
Mr. S: hmm.. ye la tu.. ok.. *big smile. grin*

hahahaadoyy la boss. ur smile make me wanna smile too~ gelihati pasaipa xtau.~ maybe coz he looks a lil bit shy :p
i love to make a surprise anyway..!! coz i can see d happiness in people. :D hmm.. but im not really good in it huh. (-.-!) 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY korg sumee yg lahir bln 2! Have a blast one! *mcmla dorg bc entry ni kn. haha* 
rezeki che awa.. celebrate 2x ea.. it's a pleasure anyway. . tetamu jauh join our lil gathering.. hihuu

mom  : halo.. nadia.. hg dh mkn ka?
me     : hi mak. not yet.. awat?
mom  : mak kt kafe blkg ofis hg ni.. jom lunch.
me     : haa? nadia kt luaq la mak.. nk beli brg ckit.. nnt mkn kfc jer kot, dpt voucher ni.
mom  : laa.. ye ke.. nk mkn kfc ke? oklah..
me     : err.. ye la kot.. huu~
mom  : ok2.. xpe. bye.

sweet jgak mak ak ni.. ajak mkn lunch same2 plak.. haha. dh jd cikgu pencen ni, byk la masa nk spend time dgn cheq naa~ :D

Love for the sake of Allah continues in Jannah. #supplication

haha.. funny wif dis words..

"huh.. kirenye ko ni byk jgak pengalaman yer.. interesting.."

hahaiihh.. ye la.. hidup dh 26 thn.. sure la byk experience.. compare dgn adik2.. :p even xsehebat experience org lain.. tp pengalaman hidup semua org kn xsama.. bkn sume org merasai betapa peritnye menjaga org tua yg sakit. yg xmampu berbuat apa2 malah diri sndri pon xterjaga. bkn sume org merasai kehilangan seorg ayah ketika diri mmg btul2 xbersedia mengharungi perjalanan hidup ni.. andai ayah masih hidup dan yg penting sihat hingga kini.. im sure kitorg satu family lebih happy now. 

Bila difikir2kan balik agak funny la.. and when i looked back, im feel blast n relief sbb berjaya melalui saat2 sukar.. dr study smpila dh masuk alam kerjaya.. haha.. dgn nervous interview nyer. nk masuk study dulu pon kena interview bagai kot. find new clique(s) at uni and office. bila dh abes blaja, time to decide hala tuju kehidupan. some people kata ak bodoh sbb xmasuk line study field ak dlu. oh, anyway, ak lebih tahu dmana talent ak. :D lps tu, dh masuk dunie korporat lg lah jgn ckp. masa awl2 dlu..bkn xpenah org tegur n advice me regards everything. gaya pakaian, cara ckp, knowledge etc2.. (-.-!)

i love to share and hear others experience. pengalaman hidup sesuatu yg menarik utk dikongsi bkn.. yg elok kite jadikan teladan..yg xelok kite jadikan sempadan giteww~

juz to be remind. dis is harsh words. suddenly.. cross in my mind dat i think i wanna wrote down at my own territory place.

i dont know y.. whats goin on around me.. since past few months n now.. im trying to be strong.. strong enuff. but i cant. is like im denying whats im feel at d moment.. ak sdg menipu dri sndri? nmpk dri happy.. tp sbnrnyer.. tak. seriously im not. serabut memikirkan mcm2. kenapa membenarkan sumenye terjadi. bodohnye ak. begitu sng dipermainkan. juz like dat. n now u can laugh at me. gelak puas2. canang satu dunie.. cerite kt buddies yg sehidup semati tu. terutama at ur fav girl yg u shared a lot of story of urlife. "im done! ak berjaya memperbodohkan another naive girl"

i dont get it and i dont understand it. why there's some people to be born juz to make others feel bad? "ntah2.. i ni hadir dlm hidup u.. utk menguji keimanan u jer.. " kalo dh tau dri tu jahat.. jgnlah nk merosakkn hidup org lain!! their dream n desire!! you dont know how they feel n what dey will do. u dont know what dey has been going through before wif u! kalo dri dorg dilahirkan cukup kuat utk hadapi dugaan melanda.. lucky to u. but if not? xrs berslh ker seumur hidup? kuat nye dri tu smpi dh xde hati perut. mana sifat kemanusiaan, at least. bab agama rsnye sumeorg arif.. cume xmao ambil berat jer. i dont know im strong enuff or not. whether i can forgive or not.

forgive sounds good but forget im not sure i could.. what a bad of me.

if im lucky.. tomorrow will b my very 1st year of serious relationship wif d man dat i accept good n bad of him. and we can plan a better future life soon.. but.. im not lucky enuff. i had wasted my very 1st love to d man who r not appreciate me at all. my effort..my dream.. even myself. my Creator still want me to be in dis unwanted feeling like at d moment before i can have d happiness life soon.. perhaps.

so here we go.. another sad day have to be go through.. feel bad n crying again n again. dear You. at d moment.. i dont want anything except pls keep me to be strong n more stronger than now..

dear stalker. thanx for dropin' by here. hot story isnt it.

i am juz a normal human being..

wif a normal heart and soul. Sometimes i may do something dat's wrong, please show me the right path. But if what i'm doing is just wrongly seen in your eyes only but not the eyes of the DEEN, please open up your hearts and look into the path, once...Please, don't let me and your own selves be misunderstood.

i love being called pretty, but i'll never believe it. im not always right, but hate admitting im wrong. im almost always smiling, but it's not always real. i can be read like an open book, but hide so much. i work hard at things, but dont always get what i deserves..

as a one person, i cant change d world but i can change d world of one person.

i am juz a normal human being..

oh Allah, You have seen all dat has happened in my life and i know You have a greater plan that i can’t understand yet. Please make it easier for me to accept what You have written and give myself over to You.

i want a perfect ending. Now i've learned, d hard way, dat some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking d moment and making d best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next.

xsemua persoalan mendapat jawapan.. sesetgh perkara tak terungkap dgn kate2. i dont know why there's something keep bother my mind and make me keep thinking over n over again. im trying hard to b like there's nothing happen. it's really hurt me.. day by day. i dont know until when i've been keep to b like dis.. only He know d best for me. d saddest kind of sad is dat tries not to be sad.

"it is more easier to smile even if you're hurting inside, than to explain to d whole world why you're sad."

accidentally or coincidentally. but i love to read what i had read. :D inspirational indeed.  and it is lucky enough to find this person who so positively builds my confidence and sense of self, then 'you' are quite an inspiration to me.

http://thoughtcatalog.com/stephanie-althoff/2014/02/you-should-fall-in-love-with-someone-who-inspires-you/

and this..

http://elitedaily.com/women/the-beauty-of-falling-in-love-with-someone-who-makes-you-a-better-person/

Dear mates,

whatever comes..  even thou you're not strong enuff, juz pls.. pls stay strong!!

Not all will love you. There will always be someone who hate you for no reason or without even knowing you. Thus is life. Smile and move on.

Kalo nk diikutkan.. events that i had handle, sumenyer adalah kali pertama dlm sejarah company. it is a growth organization.. mase ak baru join dlu..around Jan 2011, overall staff ade dlm 40 cmtu jer.. skrg ni..dkt HQ saje dh ade 30 staffs. total all regional and subsidairies dlm 100++ permanent staffs. what a rapid growth. so.. as a catalyst to make d company firm in d future, penat 'skit' la to be d 'acting'.. 

well, you name it d event(s) dat id handle, teambuilding, openhouse for raya (involve clients,suppliers, bankers & others external), annual dinner, company trip, family day.. and last but not least, my baby project and actually my 1st experience too.. corporate exhibition! 

mase study dlu, id always got involved in archy day and workshop. lebih kurang la.. ade exhibition, ada program dis n dat. tp.. alam kerjaya punya agenda is a lil bit different.. tambah2 lg bile dh involve dgn dunia korporat.. so cetusan idea pon kna la matang dan lebih progresif katenye.. (-.-)

alhamdulillah.. dlm mase xsmpi seminggu, sempat lagi ak curi time utk berjalan2 ke sane sni sinun.. *hihii* my 1st baby exhibition berjalan dgn lancar walaupun ade sedikit mslh berlaku.. alhamdulillah i have good team mate! thank you so much on your, your and your helps buddies! and make d thing going smoothly. yeayy for everyone! 

thanx also for d trust given, sir! without your trust, i cant reveal my capability kn.. haha. merungut keje byk tu bese la kn.. :p tp dr sudut positive, i accept it as a challenge anyway! so dat, if lps ni dh melangkah kaki dr sni..i have a bunch of experience and idea dat i can share n give. and as a credit for my career too. tee hee~

"When the right time comes Allah will send your gift to you in unexpected ways."

A promise is a cloud; fulfillment is rain.

"Sometimes we must get hurt in order to know. Sometimes our vision clears after our eyes are washed away with tears"