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24th Mar --

No matter who tries to teach you lesson about life, you won't understand it until you go through it on your own.


I dont want to forget;
I want to be okay with remembering.

- the hurt


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23rd Mar - -


Just saying..~


2013 wasn't my year.. and still neither until this moment.. 
Hope still wait the wings.. perhaps?

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The girl with the guarded HEART


There is nothing simple about loving the girl with the guarded heart.

She is not convinced by flowers and fancy dinners, nor won over by compliments and praise. In the beginning she is a slow dance, one step toward you, another step back, as she learns to trust the ways of your heart and the strength of your arms. The dance may be slow but it cannot be rushed, for she will sense the impatience of your steps and the way they fall out of time with hers. Dance with her. Follow the measure of her steps and in time, she will soon look to follow yours.

She will not show you her heart all at once, instead offer you a little at a time, unhurried and watchful of the way you hold each fragile piece. She longs for you to understand how much it takes her to show you these pieces; for you to trace your fingers over the scars left behind from others, to feel the whisper of your breath against her neck as you promise to hold her heart with more care than those who came before. There are parts of her heart that remain unreachable, parts she has buried under layers she will never reveal. Love these parts of her, the parts unseen, the shadows of her soul. For even the sky knows without darkness, the stars cannot adorn us with their light.

She will watch you closer than you realise, listen to every word you speak and weigh it against every action, searching for inconsistencies, seeking the truth of your word and the intention of your heart. Not because she can’t trust you, but because she is cautious, alert, wary; the stories of her past still etched upon her mind. She isn’t ready to trust her heart with you. Not yet. Not until she knows you are a man of your word, a man of steadfast hands and unchanging ways.

There is a part of her that will always remain a little detached, ready to run if she thinks her heart will get damaged again. She no longer believes in second chances, having used all of them on those undeserving of such grace. To hurt her means to lose her, for she would sooner be alone than risk losing the life she has fought so damn hard to rebuild with her own wearied hands. She isn’t there because she needs you. She doesn’t need anyone. She’s there because she has chosen you, because she wants you, because she believes you are worth the risk. And all she asks is for you not to prove her wrong in the chance she has taken, for it has cost her more than you know.

She will need more reassurance than most, she will need you to stay present, available, mindful of her scars. She will think too much, talk too little, cry too often, ask too many questions, struggle to rest in your love. She is complex. Complicated. Perplexing. Sometimes difficult.

But beyond her guarded heart lies a soul that contains the wonders of the universe. One that longs to live and love with abandon, that desires connection and intimacy and to be in relationship with someone who sees both her beauty and her scars, and knows how to fall in love with both.

She holds within her a fierce spirit; brave, strong, courageous, unrelenting; yet is also the quiet and the calm, a place to take shelter against the fury of the wind on storm-filled days. She is nurture, she is passion. She is a touch of madness against ordinary skies, a vulnerable heart with a fearless soul, a barefoot warrior who follows no trails but sets her own path.

She is grounded in her truth, accepting of her flaws, far from perfect but closer to real than most. She is wildflowers and ocean currents and meadows that dance upon the breath of summer winds, uncontained in earthly beauty and free in spiritual grace.

Broken, she knows what it means to suffer. But out of the depths of her suffering, she has come to understand love. And her guarded heart waits for the one who understands it too.

No, there may be nothing simple about loving the girl with the guarded heart.

But every day you choose to love her, she’ll prove to you why she’s worth it.

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AWESOME place~

Hi.. its has been long ages, im not writing in this blog. i dont know why im so lazy, plus i had several new blogs ( erks.hihi) but only as for trial. and most of them not really stable and bluerghh. penat design cantik2, tp cannot view la, so slow to retrieve and etc2..


Alhamdulillah, at last, after searching this and that.. i had found new AWESOME 'place' for me to share my ideas, thoughts and life journey. :D eventhou not finish yet on the several layouts design (opkoz it will never settle because i will update d medium by time to time), but its a pleasure to see my artworks & experiences so far..~ :D :D :D

oh2.. and please do support my small business. i hope i can change my career as soonest. AMIN. :)

Here we go:


why i love this web, coz it's FREEE and too many awesome things to explore. haishh..~ syok gila, smpi lupa la mkn minum n buat kerja lain sume. hikhik~

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weak-to-d-end

d kala menghabeskan sisa2 hari kemalasan..

me : ish2.. bdk ni. abes disepahkan epal ni. fasya! (nickname ke brapa ntah utk my niece). 
        epal ni nk mkn ke nk main??!!

fasya : nak mainnn!!! (dgn selamba nye tanpa rs bersalah!)

nenek : amboii. menjawab. hahahahaahaa. 

ADOYYYY. nk terburai perut ak tergelak. dgn pelat2 die.

ohh anak. xjadi nk menyingaa. u're safe for dis time honey, u're safe! (--,!)

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comeL~

alahaiiiii~ comel jer tgk..  NOW, u can find branding technofit in anywhere, everyhere. (>_<) 
di darat.. d lautan.. and coming soon.. di udara perhaps? kikikii~



selamat belayar baby TECHMARINE. syokla depa naik boat hari2 sampai muntah~ werks. *jeles*
and me can see u dari kejauhannn aje..~ hmm. sumhow mcni la kot rupa ak.. hahaa. sne sni mntak amikkn gmbr gune fon msg2 ble group photo session. ;) XD


im d 'sebalik tabir' lady.. hiks~


Selain yard or known as plant, TECHNOFIT also have a gym ok.. tp bkn my bosses punya la.. nama jer same. cer google tgk. :p 

AND there is another technofit company in Dubai but also not own by d trio of director. (^^,!) kebetulan plak kn. dgn wording logo pon same.. 






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d old dayss..~

Alhamdulillah. im feel so blast and happy when everything seems goes well yesterday.

come BACK to uitm shah alam, every inches of that place makes me reminisce on d old dayss.. i miss my buddies, frens, lecturers, seniors (terutama my crush. eheks) and everything there.

halo UiTM SA! Now im coming here as representative of industry player! hikhik. bak kata timbalan dekan aritu (eventhou he is not my faculty's deputy dean), 

"its good to see our alumni come down here! you looks great! all d best for your career"

bahahahahaaa. ak mampu tersenyum je la.. sbb ak tak practices my edu cert. :p


DAY 2.. 
org jauh pon mai singgah! wee~ thank you for coming (as) supports us! c(:

      



So, TODAY, team B's turns to manage d exhibition. while im assisting my other clique on corp. affairs tasks at office, suddenly this song appears. lagu fav my buddy, mgkn ade kaitan dgn love life die mse tu? :p

but lagu ni actually penyanyi tujukan khas buat gov negara XX. 

Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I’m not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I’m still waiting


consider as my fav song back to student's life too..~ (--.!)




dis song pon same. d singer tujukan utk gov die. now dis kind of method pon d implement kan d negara kuu. cara anak muda zaman skg menzahirkan rasa hati. huhu

i've know and sang dis song since7 years old ok. my mom as English teacher at dat time nk ajar ak la konon2nye, speaking with correct pronounce. hikhik.



zombiee.. zooombiieee.. ekk.ekk ekk. ewahh~ (^^.!)



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