ThRu.My.EyEs

Last nite, my 1 year baby girl goin upstairs..wanna visit me at my room, maybe.. i saw her (im hiding behind a wall), 
plan wanna makes her feel shock..

me : hantuuuuu..hantuuuuu.. wuuuu.. sapa suruh naik atas ha..?? (buat suara bsr, *suara hantu  la konon2nye*)
she : ha? *blur* (sambil tgk sekeliling)
my mom : *sound dr dapur* hang ingt hang sebut hantu..hantu.. die fhm ke??
me : (-.-!) *krik krik*

huh.. i cant understand wat's goin on rite now. you agree dat people have their own limit of capability.. so, dont easily make a justification! 

apa nk jd dgn situasi skrg ni?? (o.O!)

hari ni hari awk.. ntah esk hari sy pule.. *cry*

#but have to believe.. rezeki Allah yg bagi.. mereka hanya sebagai pengantara je.. be strong people! :'(

“Kita hanya mampu memandang manusia dengan mata zahir. Tetapi zahir dan batinnya Allah yang lebih tahu. Mungkin dia cuma kelihatan biasa-biasa di hadapan manusia, tetapi siapa yang tahu imannya ‘luar biasa’ di hadapanNya?”

huhh.. people can read me easily. im sorry coz i cant hide my feeling.. (T_T)

Sementara masih ada, hargailah.. bila terjadi sesuatu, yang xdijangka.. semuanya sudah terlewat..

Sometimes.. it's hard for me to understand what You really want to happen.. But i trust You. i know You will give me what is best..~

kemanakah hilangnya nikmat satu kehidupan yang menjanjikan bahagia? sedang mencari dan menanti..  bagai hilangnya satu sanubari diri.. kusam dan tidak bermaya.. seolah tiada lagi nafas untuk berlari..

honest hearts produce honest actions.

thanx for d 'nice' return!

Our entire lives, we are taught to be driven and motivated, to set high goals, that women are just as capable as men, that societies are built on the backs of strong women, that we should never give up our dreams because we face obstacles. We convince ourselves that it’s not the school or its rank that define our success, it’s how we use the knowledge we gain. 

Then we grow up. We are told that good girls live with their parents until they marry. Most of us comply, many reluctantly so, but we comply.We are aware that we are single. We are aware that he has not come. Some have come, but he hasn’t. “Don’t worry, you’re a good girl: smart, pretty, religious, educated, from a good family, nice, and any guy would be lucky to have you.” You know most of them don’t see it that way. You’re too tall or short, not curvy enough or too chubby, too argumentative or too hard to read, too ambitious, too assertive, too strong-willed. And old.

“Why aren’t you married? Why are your priorities so out of whack? You’re getting old and all of your friends are married! Hurry up, time is running out!”

Tell us we’re being picky. Tell us there is no perfect man. Tell us our standards are impossible. Tell us to compromise.

Say what you want. The truth is: you don’t understand.

Adoyyla.. hari ni saje dh baper kali dgr lagu ni.. n for sure ak akn gelak terkekek2 teringatkan my boy. smart boy indeed! cpt btul tgkap ape yg die tgk, dgr.. haih.. if xkawal dr kecik ssh jgak nnt.  he's really clever and adorable. kalo buat slh, xsmpi hati mrh lebih2. haha. sme goes to adik! haih. mama ya doakan both of u menjadi anak yg soleh/solehah, bijak dan menyenangkan.. :D

pilihan sesuatu yang kite mahukan.. kesempatan sesuatu yang diberikan.. 

mana satu sbnrnye yang memberi kebaikan untuk kehidupan? takut tersalah buat pilihan.. tapi bagaimana pule jika diberikan kesempatan yang kite tidak mahukan.. 

namun kedua2nya merupakan satu ketentuan, bukan?

pls make me smile again.. n always there for me..