harsh moment

yup.. dis is another episode of harsh moment happened in my life.

hmm.. mcmtu ker cternyer.. but not surprise at all. cume agak terkejut skit dgn tindakan sedemikian. msg2 kalo 'ckp', expose sumthing from fragile heart n thought, lagak 'mcm' putih bersih. suci murni gituu. kalah malaikat. lgsg xde silap. (^^,) its ok.. if bnda btul u talked bout me, im okay. if not, juz sekadar nk menganjing2.. (weyh.. dh xsuke jd manusia ker ni??) tanggung la sendiri. n sbb ape nk jd anjing ni? sekali kite buat, 2 x kite dpt. hahaihh~ 

know too many things make me feel sick. but im so so so enjoying d things dat i know. hahahaahahaha. *gelak jahat* ok everybody, juz sit back n relax.. lets wait n c.bkn sbb sape btul sape slh. tp kite tgk sape lg terukkkk! biar muka buruk, jgn perangai mcm beruk! hahaaiihh~

as a human, i still have a bad character. byk xbyk tu terpulang wif d how we control it. xsume org suke kite. xsume org benci kite. n even xknal pon, org akan suke/benci kite suddenly. dats a human being. ade d mana2. kite bkn maksum utk jd baik all d time n xpernah buat silap. mengakui kesilapan bkn mudah sbb kite ade sikap utk mempertahankn diri sndri n ape yg kite buat. " i know what im doing!.." katenye.. 

Life teach us a lesson. 

"Lari dr masalah bkn cara penyelesaian yg terbaik"

n yeah.. im still standing here what.., even pernah kecundang d pertengahan jalan.. im juz test my market. *alasan* X)

oh anyway, im feel relief n blast.. di sebalik kekecewaan, di sebalik kutukan, di sebalik kebencian, di sebalik kehinaan, di sebalik masalah.. i still can smile n feel happy. i am a happy so called woman, *im prefer - a girl :p* in d cruel world! ahaks. im enjoying every moment of my life. have a lovely people surrounding me who are always support me in watever my condition and even we're not so close. at d moment i feel, is like doa, effort n kesungguhan selama ni terjawab walaupun xseperti yg diharapkan, but still have sumthing there. besela.. manusia kn xpenah puas. hihi.

no words except, Alhamdulillah. syukran jazillan ya Allah. for d opportunity You gave n will give me soon or soonest or later.

im intend n looking forward for d bright side of life! so here we go!!  Lets rockin' d world!

and i believe, Allah plan sumthng better for me, for us. :)  

smile people. pls keep smile n being nice. but if u feel dont wanna to do dat, pls, pls n pls.. dont give a fake smile n fake good treat or being so nice ok. n pls dont trust anyone even ur so called 'buddy'. nnt ibarat ludah ke atas langit, jatuh ke muka sendiri. yaikkss!