i saw you

i saw you.. 
standing in front of my eyes.. you seem healthy and good..
but i know you dont want to meet me and notice how do i look like as at current anymore.. 

i saw you.. 
but im juz can only watching you from here..
coz i know you will not turning back to see me anymore.. 

i saw you..
talk with them. but not to me.. like before..
and i know you dont want to talk to me anymore..

i saw you..
seem nice to them.. but i cant able to join you.. 
hoping you to hold me tight and seeking dat you will asks me whether im okay or not.. 
and i know you dont care how do i feel anymore..

i saw you..
but i cant tease you.. call your name from up there..
spend time with you.. like what we did before.. when everytime you're here..
and i know you gonna leave me.. maybe dis is d last time im able to see you and there is no more anymore..

1 year 9 months 1 day.

suddenly i felt sad.. im feel bad. it's happen sudden. i dont know how to describe d feeling.. 
i want to ignore it, im forcing myself to do so, but i cant. my eyes just cant hold the tears.. anymore. 

i saw you.. 
without doing nothing..

i saw you..
walking away.. left me behind..

im just saw you..