Setelah delay beberapa lama nk dtg cni.. arini ade kesempatan menziarahi ayah.. with mom, siblings and anak2.. sampai d gate tanah perkuburan.. suddenly hatiku meruntun sayu..
"ayah.. nadia rindu ayah."
ku tahan air mata. xnk dorg nampak ak nanges. i dont mean nk drag dorg utk rs sedih.. i saw mom pon try to hide her sadness. and as usual with her 'kelam kabut' peel die, worry kn ank2 yg dok berlari di sekitar tanah perkuburan.
jumpa lagi ayah.. nnt nadia dtg lagi ziarah ayah.
moga ayah tenang d sana dan dah berjumpa dengan anak kembar ayah.
then, we went to umah my aunts, adek2 ayah.. belum raya lg.. soalan2 dr makcik2 ak buat sentap sanubari. haih. i know dey all concern bout me. cara tanya pon a bit slow, mcm berhati2 nk tanya. but i understand. and i cant stop d fate. yelaa.. apa2 je laa. mmg memilih. mmg demand. so?
oh well, my aunts and cousin bru jer balik dr europe n japan. even dey citer tentang d trip, fikiran ak dah ke lain. mcm malas nk amik port even mom try to drag me in d conversation.
"nadia nk p pon boleh.. nnt kite plan.."
i juz keep smile and shut my mouth.
suddenly, mom asked me to drive her, seeking d furniture shop. but i have no mood at all. i know mom try hard to make me smile again. tmbh2, stress dgn ank2 buat perangainyer lg.. huhh.
thanx for d sweet effort.. but i juz cant..
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